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DE_CARVALLO
United Arab Emirates
July 31, 2009
Nothing left on me, it is gone. I wonder who is going to put my heart together again. Numerous amounts of questions raised by my brain to my heart. A conflict is going on; it seems none of them likes the other. It is dark tunnel, very long one, with hundreds of humps; the most painful one was you, the crucial obstacle which I misunderstood. From hump to another, I am losing my power. Day by day, my integrity disappears.Should I go with my heart or brain!!! Honestly, I don’t believe in any of them!!!!! Who I am? Why I do this?Owh my god, they start talking!! Fighting!! Blaming each other!! Have you ever seen a brain talking to a heart? It is me, Happened internally within my body. The brain: how much you set aside of love to your future?The heart: I don’t care, actually nothing left.Brain: try to understand yourself; what you went thorough was not love!!Heart: oh really, why you were tiring your self, thinking of her then?Brain: I was not, I was trying to proof for you that love doesn’t exist in reality. It’s a picture drown in the airHeart: you are wrong, life is love.Brain: with love, you won’t be able to live. Be an impassive like them, like the one who hurt you!Heart: I am not that kind of person; I can’t act such a way.Brain: ok, forget your story! Move on, your life will be brighter, the future is there! Hold my hand and I will take you to that spot.Heart: are you going to take me to have another story again? I got enough. I’ll stay where I am.Brain: be realistic! If you stay, they will take out your wings. Fly before they do.Heart: nothing left, it is almost gone. I was/am/will be here for ever!!!Brain: stay where you are, till the foundation of your path become shaky. Till everyone come and lie to you. Don’t move, till all your surrounders laugh on you just like your last story.Heart: she didn’t laugh and will not.Brain: wa wa what??? Huh, you still dreaming, I will move alone. Keep your self struggling with those evil spirits. Let them enjoy your tears; keep them be happy by the way you scream. I will move on, I can’t help anymore. You are sick and your coming life will be disaster.Heart: no one can get something from me, coz I am already consumed. Go pls GOBrain: I won’t come back because you will follow me after sometime for sure, and we will have new life managed by me soon. I swear.
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