From the bottom of my heart

Alone in this house again tonight, I got the tv on. The sound turned down and a bottle of wine. There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me. The way that it was and could have been surrounds me. I'll never get over you walkin' away, I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control, but I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain,to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain,from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry…… Would it help if I turned a sad song on. "all by myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone. Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters. It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better, but I'll never get over you by hidin' this way. I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control, but I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain,to hell with my pride,let it fall like rain,from my eyes. Tonight I wanna cry…… [Tonight I wanna cry……I miss you……]

In this world you tried, not leaving me alone behind. There's no other way, I prayed to the gods let him stay. The memories ease the pain inside, Now I know why. All of my memories keep you near. In silent moments imagine you here. All of my memories keep you near. Your silent whispers, silent tears. Made me promise I'd try, to find my way back in this life. I hope there is a way, to give me a sign you're ok. Reminds me again it's worth it all, so I can go on. All of my memories keep you near. In silent moments imagine you here. All of my memories keep you near. Your silent whispers, silent tears. Together in all these memories, I see your smile. All the memories I hold dear, darling you know I will love you Till the end of time. All of my memories keep you near. In silent moments imagine you here. All of my memories keep you near. Your silent whispers, silent tears. All of my memories...

Please, please forgive me, but I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, and barely concious you'll say to no one "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for me absence I know, you forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant, am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing, isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, but I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out. Isn't something missing, isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? And if I bleed, I'll bleed, knowing you don't care. And If I sleep, just to dream of you, and wake without you there. Isn't something missing, isn't something... Even though I'm the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me?