From the bottom of my heart

I hear the ticking of the clock……I'm lying here the room's pitch dark……I wonder where you are tonight……no answer on the telephone……and the night goes by so very slow……oh I hope that it won't end though……alone…… till now I always got by on my own…… I never really cared until I met you…… and now it chills me to the bone…… how do I get you alone…… you don't know how long I have wanted……to touch your lips and hold you tight……you don't know how long I have waited……and I was going to tell you tonight……but the secret is still my own……and my love for you is still unknown……alone…… till now I always got by on my own…… I never really cared until I met you…… and now it chills me to the bone…… how do I get you alone…… how do I get you alone…… alone……alone……

疗伤中……不禁想起一段歌词…… “my love,晚安就别再为难 别管我会受伤 想开体谅我已经习惯 不然又能怎样……? 这个城市太会说谎 爱情只是昂贵的橱窗 沿路华丽灿烂陈列甜美幻象 谁当真谁就上当……竟然以为你会不一样 但凭什么你要不一样 因为寂寞太冷虚构出的温暖 没理由能撑到天亮……前进转弯我跌跌撞撞 在这迷宫打转 死心失望会比较简单 却又心有不甘……这个城市太会伪装 爱情就像霓虹灯一样 谁离开之后却把灯忘了关 让梦作得太辉煌……以为能够留你在身旁 但是谁肯留在谁身旁 一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长 这就叫做好聚好散……别说你对我感到愧疚 别说你会永远想念我 我很知道孤单这条路怎么走 请你不要安慰我……my love,晚安别放在心上 我只受了点伤 只是受了点伤……” 我不爱生气……但容易伤心……要戒掉一切联系工具……自己安静一段时间……放心吧……等我自己想通了……就好了……会去找你的……

couldn't save you from the start, love you so it hurts my soul…… can you forgive me for trying again? your silence makes me hold my breath, all the time has passed you by. for so long I've tried to shield you from the world. you couldn't face the freedom on your own. here I am, left in silence…… you gave up the fight, you left me behind, all that's done is forgiven. you'll always be mine, I know deep inside, all that's done is forgiven. I watched the clouds drifting away, still the sun can't warm my face. I know it was destined to go wrong, you were looking for the greatest escape…… to chase your demons away. for so long I've tried to shield you from the world. you couldn't face the freedom on your own. here I am, left in silence…… you gave up the fight, you left me behind, all that's done is forgiven. you'll always be mine, I know deep inside, all that's done is forgiven. I've been so lost since you've gone…… why not me before you……? why did fate deceive me……? everything turned out so wrong…… why did you leave me in silence……?