Yan's Blog

I still remember the moment I fell in love with you

It was 4 year ago

When I was an freshman at college

We knew each other from the network

from stranger to friend, and then from friend to lover

It seems that we have went through a tough time

At the beginning, I just thought that we could be best friend online

I have never thought we could bulid up the relationship

I have ever distrusted you

becasue I was afraid........

I always thought that everything from the network was visional

especially for love

You have spent for 4 year or even more time to improve that I was wrong

I really appreciate  for everything you have done for me

Read my entries that I wrote on previous time

I can not help but simle

How innocent I am many years ago....

And it is you make me become more and more mature.

Thanks.......

I hope that we can be with together forever....

If you want to be success

you have to go through a difficult process

90% of successed is hard work

I dont Know when I will make my dream come true

But at least I am making the way to achieve my goal

No matter how busy or tired I am at work

I have to take responsibility for myself

where can I find my happiness daily ?

Maybe just read a chapter of new book

to learn a new skill on photoshop

or write a program for my website

Just try my best to do something I like each day

that is where my happiness come from

And also I can remind myself that I have much more knowledage than yesterday

I got a job interview yesterday

And after that I feel like that I know much more about myself

It is a big company

And of course they give me very nice treatment.

To be honest, I am not care about the salary at all

As for me, It is an great chance to get more work experience

I can feel that the manager is a powerful man

he is excellent and outstanding

But the one important thing is I am too young for him, no work experience, no professional woking skill.

And I dont  know how to comunicate to others in the best way

I think what he said is totally right

All of those are my weakness

Thanks for this special interview

I make me know much more about myself

Maybe I have missed this job

but I dont feel upset

Besides,it makes me get stronger and stronger

I will try my best to correct my weakness

I am sure that I can be the girl as excellent as he is

I am appeciated about what he said to me , thx