hesitate

   It's time to out of work, today is China's traditional festival--Dragon Boat Festival, also is the second. But I'm still working.

  Now I'm confused of my future,I give up my major to choice this work, everything is unfamiliar, I real don't how to start it because of no one teaching me.

I really don't know if it's right to change. I hesitate when walking,having a rest, washing.......any leisure time.

Confused,

Now the only thing I can do is persistence. Hope one day I'll not regret.