new begining I give myself

I slept at 10:00am this morning,when I open eyes,I know nothing should do.Something make me puzzle,like job,thesis,future and so on.My boy friend goes to russia now, I feel loney.My room-mate phoneed me today,just blue mood too .We got the same bad experience,lost the chance ,we have no job now.Go out of the university,and be a unemployee.It looks like I have no future from now on.But I have never lost confidence,because I never give up.I really hate this society in China,it`s so rotten.I know I should always fight against courrption.I quarrel with my teacher who are casted aside by all the students .I respect teacher,but this man has no moral .

Anyway,I will begin new life now .