destiny????

hundreds of thousands of times,hundreds of thousands of fools,they shouted the fate was in their hands.
eventually,they can smile and retain smile whenever defeat comes...it's sunny..nothing can defeat me again...but not,maybe we can't escape from destiny,no matter how death struggle we try.never want to believe in this,have to believe in this....
time and years,days took everything from me but leave me only.lost my soul,my heart,my emotional expressions,my passion............................who is that stranger in the mirror?????????
ever dreams seem a very very far memory,nobody knows the feeling that be forced  to grow up.maybe pain is need for youth,for everybody.but too cruel,too memorable,too hundeelend.....what should i do my god!!saveme!!!
breakdown,light shake-up,breakdown,shake-up...never thought i'm the weak,but My Song has died one or two or more years ago.no teartrop in my eyes because world made me insensitive.
deep into suffering,the only bright colour in my sadden daliy was the smile from you...