life

havent been here for nearly about two years.

these two years,i have forgotten so much english ,and not knowing how to continue my english life is a urgently problem at present.

most of times ,i mean to aoid that i am english -ajor graduates,because my jobs  always dont relateto  my major.

now ,i have lost my way of  ideal life,just like a monk ,day after day, but do nothing worthful. wanna change it,but couragment,confidence,are so far away from me.

maybe my love story goes not well makes me feel much more timid when ido everything

i cant say my inner voice out,what kind of person i wanna be,just keep staying at home,watching tv,playing games,surfing,which are my present life style.i have so many things want to do,but couldnt make up my mind to do one thing,so ,day by day, nothing at all..........

wanna say one person that onced appeared in my life,named DZL.we broked up for about 8 months,but sometimes he still keeps  in touch with me . i want the answer why he call me as before. i know i am not the ideal girl to him,never make up myself

dressing in sinple .

    to be continued