English, native!

It was cancelled that going USA for a cook since the hotel that I was supposed to go got in trouble.

So I decided that I would go Canada for English course to enter the New York Film Academy which is located in USA in a year. Well, I like films as much as cooking so I made kinda this decision. But then I've got a question that why I have to go USA for studying films because there are also many great film schools in Korea.

I think I just wanna go to abroad.

And this is the problem.

Today, I'll begin to write a daiary in English.

Actually I have a mini-homepage and a blog in Korean site, there are many visitors who know me and I don't want them to figure out my poor English. So I'm uploading my diary written in English at here!

 To me, these days are terrible because there are nothing to seems like what I wanted. (I'm not sure whether all my sentencses are correct or not, whatever!) 

Frankly speaking, I don't know what I want and what I want to be. I like stars, travels, cook, movies, wild animals and nature, music, sports, learnig foriegn languages....but I like to be what? This is the point but ansewr is just 'I don't know!'

Yes, I need money. Then How can I get money? There are no ways that I can earn money through what I like to do? And I must choose one of them to have my own job that will get me some money?

I can't decide my way right now because I know the job will became my life, at least it will rule over half percentage of my life.

 It's so difficult to choose my life.