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I wanna drown in your lips
Forget the time and space I'm in
Book a one-way ticket to your eyes
To see myself inside
a frail butterfly I am this night

Don't tell me this is just for a while
'Cause you belong with me
along with your twinkling stars
they showed me the way to be that high
Tell me this restlessness is just a creation of my mind
Tell me you won't fly to another constellation
so far away from us

Fill my veins in rapture
Make me your sculpture
Peaking unimaginable heights
Make me loiter in your heart
Lock me up in the deepness of your breath
Mold my heart till it mirrors yours
Kiss me like you never did before
The rescue squad won't be in time
to save us from our destiny
So let me breathe
the air in your lungs for the last time
Before they'll be drowned in water.

Clock struck midnight,
we're sitting down the lake
speaking the truth to sparrows
They're gonna be the only ones
to know what's going on between us.

And this is just sad 'cause
you decided to set off
without even letting me know.
This night will be hell in my lungs
when you pack up your bags
on the way back home.

Riddles always fascinated me
but not when the answer is the same,
not with these embers
I hold, still burning in my hands
Wish they could be colder
to stand how much it hurts

Departures are never easy
to accept for the likes of me
who don't host hollow hearts underneath.
You're not gonna mend me anymore
from this pain I feel inside
and I know I won't be safe ashore
well not for tonight.

I should have known fairy tales
are a lie and good endings
are not made for us to see
in the light of things.
Yelling at air won't be
a way out of this dark cave
you put me in and I'm not gonna
come out easily this time 'cause
forever you put us both to sleep.

Spent three days at the merry-go-round
Ashes still falling down the seesaw
teach me pain doesn't stop with just pretending.
And you never thought I ever did.

Now tell me, do you even remember?
Do you even remember?
Do you even remember?

Maybe you just don't care letting me fall asleep
in this sea swarming with victims and bludgeons.
Love always sates its hunger for men
leaving them unaware of the next moves.
And I was, while falling off
this castle built on thin glass.

Now tell me, do you even remember?
Do you even remember?
Do you even remember?

Never used to drink
from glasses almost emptied
by whirlwinds of "not nows"
and "maybe laters".
And yet I did, but I don't think
you really care that much anyhow.

Now tell me, do you even remember?
Do you even remember?
Do you even remember?

Ambition wove your attitude
of keeping yourself alone
with your absolute certainties.
No wonder why I never
got replies on my mailbox
after crying my life out
in the darkest corner of myself,
pretending to be happy that night
and I'm sure you were.

Now tell me, do you even remember?
Do you even remember?
Do you even remember?