new life

i determind to give myself a new way of life.donnt waste much time in talking  just doing.in this holiday ,i work for the school to teach children learn better.though this work ,i learn more than stay in home .now i can realize the hope of my father and mother  to me .every parents all like this.but i always make them disappointment.i ever think life is uninteresting.every failure make me feel the curel of reality.i even want to give up myself.but all thing goes like rule ,donnt change .because i always like this ,just talking but not doing .i hate myself like this  .i tell myself you are the best again and again.but in my heart i still think i am a loser.lisen the song of queen  .the song named we are the champion.the word of this song hit my heart  deeply.no times for the lose......so i must get out of myself like now.i will be success.please make the best wishes for me .my dear friend...