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it is about 2 years that i am not entry here.

2 years , which was long and short time that i endured many things.

i was disaborted by a man and i came across my true Mr. Right,  then we married at last.

all my life has changed from now on, i should learnsleep with a man in a bed,  i should learn cooking for others , i should think aboslutely about the relation with his relatives and my relitives, friends, colleagues~neither excited no emprassed.

it is true life, probably.

 i always want to become a strong woman, however, i  can't make this dream come true.

  although i am working in a private company, and my boss treat me as a good friend and an important person, i can't make any progress, so i feel very san and i am worried that i can't do thing prefectly as my boss requirement,.

 to my sorrow, i can't be excited by anything, maybe i am ill now, i plug into sleep daytime ,and i awake up at night time.

 and i can't control myself to see someone' blog and zone, even though i know that i should work now, i still can't help opening my own space.

 all people think me as a positive girl, and they said they like to get on with me, however, only me, merely me, who know that i am so pity now.

 i am very tied,

i don't know why that three boys thought like that!

 i do nothing to them, and i don't want to have any connection with them, however, therer are somethings in this world that i can't control and out of my imagine.

 so now, i know that every one of them that i can't accept, all of tham can not give me happy, so the early i defuse them ,the better we will.

 ok, i am speaking with myself now,

and now i have to closed it!

start my work.

 a good day , a good mood, a good start!

 come on, malon!

 it is a fine day, however i have quitted my job for more than 20 days.

   i  always wish that i could have much time to enjoy myself, however , once i am in this sutiation, i feel very tired, all friends are on their work, and have no sense of doing anything.

  so , now i want to look for a new job, i should change my present life style, also i should take some person into my account, maybe i should give him a chance andalso give me a chance.

 hehe, ok, ithat's all , today!