mind in you

Hello Mervyn

May be I am dreaming.

I find one beautiful world. Everything is in good order and beautiful. Very very beautiful. No so lot case, no quarrel, no unhappy things. You could design anything according to your free mind. No forbidden, no beat.Only your mind and you. You could image any beautiful things.

Suddenly,I find every beautiful things go away. I shout, I want to cry. I run, I rush, but no everything left for me. Watching the sky for a long long time. My tears fall to my heart.  

I am tired, I want to give up.Giving up pursuiting.

Yours sincerely

Mervyn