what should I do?

these days I felt very depressed!

I met a man last Sunday,the man who has many advantages left me a very good impress.but what frustrated me is he never sent messages or called me first.Everytime,I said hello to him first.55555555555,why?why is he so indiffient to me?If he dislikes me and doesn't want me to bother him any more,he could tell me directly.saying nothing is hurting me a lot.

maybe I am too stupid, I really want to free myself from the dilemma.these days I was in very bad mood and unhappy.I'm always thinking of this thing and can't get my head to everything.

what should I do?god save me!