I am a poison?

Last night,my roomate said i was a poison,because i had refused two guys ,and now there are two colleagues going after me.I won't fall in love with neighter of them.Maybe for me age is big problem,I can't accept the boy who is two year younger than me.He is so young,he has a lot of choice,why he love a girl who can be his elder sister.And he is not mature enough.What is more I haven't forget my Ex-BF,so I choose to be single.She said I should accept the boy who sit behind me in the office.I think it is impossible for me.Distance is also a big problem.I don't want to live far  away from my family.I want to marry with a man who live in my hometown,so that I can come back home to see my parents.I want to take care of them when they are sick.

What they love me is not my looks,but my kindhearted and my not-care much about the unhappy things.In fact i hurt them,i was so cruel to them.Sometime I hope I never been here.If i haven't been here,they will not know me,and nothing will happen.I am sorry for my coming has disturbed them.Please forgive me for what I have done.

I thank every one who love me,and i bless them.I am just a passer-by in their life.They will forget me soon.Hope that they live a better life,and find their truth love.