my sunny sky
China
March 29, 2007
it's a sunny day today ,and my mood turned to be a little better .i realized that we have ignored so many beautiful things in our life ,all of the things that we take for granted .why do we have the habit focus on what we haven't got ?and do not think about what we have got .we will find there's so much thing that we are unwilling to lose even exchanged with lots of money .
March 29, 2007
I feel so depressive these days ,I stayed at home ,don't want to go out and talk to anybody.it seemed that i have suffered from depression. i feel worried and nurvous ,i'm confused to my future .And my parents always quarrel since i was a child , the unhappiness of my parents have influenced me .my father was obssessed with gambling.my mother will cry once they quarreled.I don't know how to improve my life ,and now i was controled by such a bad feeling . i read the inspiration book ,i try to stir up ,but it doesn't work .the present me do not seemed like me .
