So Upset

   I'm really so upset now.I wanna grasp my future ,sometimes.But,there r some things stand ahead of me for a blocking.Block my passion,my perseverance and specially my confidence.I can't express my feeling totally for now.I just know what 's going on .Who ruin my life ,that's me?or others?Maybe some evils inside of me.Nobody can understand what I mean.Nobody, indeed!