New room, New feelings

Yesterday I had a busy day. I moved to a new room land live with a girl in the same room.I got the renting information from internet and don't know the girl who are living with me now until I see the room.

She has worked for three years but I just graduate from university and know little about the society. I feel like a idiot in front of hea and fell very upset. I don't feel easy to live with her.But what can I goona do? Leacing?? No,I have given the accommodation to her and I'm not rich enough to find a new house.

What can I do now?

I'm a little afraid of my future day with her.Will it be nice? Or bad? I can't imagine it. Maybe I should be cool and do my best to get on well with her.

I hope we can be friends in the future ,although the hope is slim.Oh God,please blees me!!