This is my rock place

There were too many things happened and there were too many things changed.  Graduation drama, friendship, schoolwork... There were too many things that haunted me!

I heard sth bad things on Thurs. My friend spoke ill of my back. She was my best friend ever and you thought speaking ill of sb's back is funny? you think you laugh at sb's appearance and body shape are funny?

Now, to me, even one word can let me down, cry.....   I just don't understand why you want to do that ?   Maybe, my friends are right. Do not trust you when you come to me. Do not trust you when you try to make friends with me with a fake smiling. Who knows whether you are true or not ?  I've been taken advantage of you . However, I won't step into your trap again. I have to say I was silly before. I should know your ugly mind before. But now, there is no use to say anything and criticize you cuz when i do that I will become you . Become an ugly girl just like you!!

You know life sometiomes can be a bitch!

There are so many change in my life. House, school, and even your friendship. I wanna get over everything, anything!

I don't expect you will leave a message to me cuz I typed this was just for myself. Let me know life is so so ridiculous.

Do you believe in yourself ? Most of pepole said that: Only you can change your life. (That's B.S.) If you can't? If you can't change your life, what are you gonna do? Just let it go?

What kind of people you hate the most?

Well......I hate that he/she takes advantage of me! And This was a thing that happened to me.

She was one of my best friends before, but everything changed. She didn't talk to me in a sudden. I was confused. This situation kept for several weeks, but one day, she called my name and said : "Come to my beside! Zoe. I have some questions that I want to ask you!" I was a little angry at that moment! I hate those who take advantage of me. When you don't want to talk to me, you would be away from me. However, when you have some trouble or you think I 'm useful, you would talk to me nicely.

Those who take advantage of others must go hell!! This kind of people are worse than those who lie to others!

(I just want to release my stress in this way!! If you think that I'm wrong or you think you have another opinon, just tell me!)

.....................I 'm tired.  So, bye for now!