Better,,indeed

yes ,,i know i am not a matural women,,but i did not know that i am so rediculous and easy to get cross

i hate myself everytime i did hurt others' feelings and at last ,, in turn i am the injured one  as well..what a foolish gril i am !!say sorry to my friends! i made the mistake uncounciously ,really,,

but that is me !!i donnot wanna pretent to be  the one who always smiles ,,when i feel i am invaded and defended how can i stand that ,doing nothing to protect myself??i wanna say what i think ,,and i will insist it frimly untill i am proved to be wrong ,,if i went to the wrong way and i think i really appreciate u to take me back home ...yes ,,people may have different opinions on the same thing ,,there are a throudand Halmets in different readers' eyes ,,,just as it is

judging people all the time ,without a second rest ,in not right just becoz the thing is not done in ur way of thought.

no,,however ,,i am not as perfect as i think i am ...remaining much to be desried actually