christmas party... >.<

Jesus, damn! I need a new camera for christmas.
It´s so stupid, there are so many situations where I want to photograph, but... well, no camera, no pics. I believe that it´s god´s punishment for me, because I have drunk alcohol on a school trip. Although it´s my first time, cann´t he just forget it and forgive me?? I know I was ( a little bit) stupid, but well, nobody is perfekt and I can make mistakes too... usually I´m not such a religiouse person, but this is not just a coincidence.
So pleaseeee... I wanna have a new camera for christmas, since my last one is broken. (someone who was drunk sat on it... R.I.P.) grant my wish and I would never do it again, I promise!

I have made cookies with my friends today, it was so much fun! I ate so many cookies, I think I would need a diet tomorrow ^^ The Sleepover-party by JR was awsome too, although we haven´t watched so many movies and I have only slept about 3 hours. I just didn´t want leave EM and AD alone... Not just because I was nice, but I also wanted to know what they are talking about. I just couldn´t sleep because I was worried. Why? Good question, I don´t know. Jealousy and curiosity I guess. I know, I know, I was probably a pain in their asses, or at least in AD´s ass, haha... but well, I don´t care what he think about me anyway and I don´t want to know it.

ok... I wish all my friends a merry christmas etc etc... and a happy new year etc. etc... and I hope I will get healthy soon. 

*cough cough* 

wish you a merry Christmas !!!

with love                     your nighty >_<#