life and happiness

you know, they always say that you should fulfill your dreams. they say that you will be happy if you are sucessful, if not, you should just work harder. 

but they never tell us what we should fulfill... what should be our dreams? what means happiness? Or just: how can we be happy??

is it money? love? power? or knowledge? family? friends? I mean, you can look for it your life long, but at the very end, you maybe find the wrong one. What happens if your dreams come true and you are still not happy at all?? they never told us that in school. Just work hard and be ambitious, always be the best one... 

is that really the key to my happiness??? somehow I doubt it...

But if you ask me: what´s your idea of happiness? I can just say: I don´t know. I have no idea. How should I? I was a good kid all my life long. I have always tried to do the right thing, be rational and hard-working. because my family always says that it will bring me happiness one day. And I believe that my family just wants the best for me, so there is no reason to question it. 

But now I´m questioning it...