World In One Sand

Summer here is coming and it's so hot, although it is just raining outside. The window is closed and I still can hear the sound of the rain drips. But the room is filled with hot air, and I am nearly sweating.

So, I don't want to stay up tonight, in the Saturday's golden night, as I have been so tired. There is no english lesson for weekend, and my task is just to write down something as expressing some mood or affection. Well, I have left the university for more than one year's time, saying goodbye to the life of school students and to the good friends and classmates who are used to be so close to each other.

As time flows, we have changed so much, no matter whether you want or not want it. Time has changed and is still changing so many things and the people. Although I am not willing to get such changes, they do have happened to me. I mean my affection to some one, the beginning and the end. This is my own affair of course, but about so many people. I don't know how to keep in touch with them, especailly her. Maybe time is telling us everything, and the distance has told me the key point. In the last year, the first year I didn't live in the school, I did have experienced a lot and realized much, about myself, about my career, about people just around me, about the society containing me, also about the guys and fellows I had left one year before. It's puzzled, about how to come through you life happily, without thinking too much about the people already faraway.

Are you really willing to do this? Are you planning to give it up? Are you feeling too tough about such affection? Yes, I am. I have felt so tired about such mind, and the best way to solve it is to change it into another way to treat. Just take it commonly, nothing special, although it used to be special. If you want more back, you are the one who will be hurt the most.

So, now, live your present life and try to make new friends. About the faraways guys, just keep in touch as common classmates or just common friends nothing else special.

Forget it, that's your way out!

Well, well, it's not so good a feeling to be alone in your life, but, most of the time you are just, just alone, by yourself, with no others to talk with or walk by. So, one thing is that you should learn to enjoy the time when you are alone. As there must be some time with no one around you with you. I always come back from our office alone with no companions, although I do have some good fellows. We cann't stay up and leave the company at the same time always. And more, I always stay up until very late. So, I have to leave and get back alone. Whatever, I have been used to this.

This is just a common and usual thing. Sometimes I love such feeling, to be alone, enjoying your own time and your own fun. But, sometimes, I kinda hate such feeling, when you need something to be with you, what you can see is nothing but your own shadow. Know what, we human would have different moods at different time.  

The weekend is coming, and I wish to go out with my friends. After all, the time with friends is more worth cherished.

The world outside of the sand is also so great, rich of everything to feel, to enjoy, to come across. Sometimes we should learn to go outside of our own little world, to see the wider outside one. For one of the most important thing, you should have friends, or at least some guys you are familiar with, then you can be happy together with them. It is not a good thing to be always alone.

There is more waiting for you to search for, one lover, more friends, and the effections you have nearly lost. What's most important is the outside world of the little sand. I just want to say life can be enjoyed, with friends. And I had really a good time tonight. We drunk, we ate, we played cards, and I felt something strange, something really worth enjoying~~~

More to explore in the future, you should act more bravely!