World In One Sand

I have decided to live a regular life, so tonight I won't stay up too late. After this diary, I am going to bed. Well, this is really an early time for me to go sleeping on Saturday night, but it's good for my health.

I couldn't get up early in the morning, as a result I had to give up my breakfast in order to not to be late for work. Well, maybe because I was too lazy, although I went to bed always a little later every night. Today I didn't have breakfast, and I felt very hungry in the whole morning, so I didn't have enough energy to do my work well in the company. What's worse is that I felt unconfortable about my body, even my mind. You can imagine that there was nothing in my stomach but only some water. Yesterday I didn't have breakfast either. Frankly, these days I ate little. Due to this lack of the breakfast, I didn't feel good the whole day.

Why do you always starve yourself? You of course can be late for work, if it's for breakfast, as breakfast is for your health. I just didn't realize this point, always thinking that I was still young and had a good body. But these days I have realized that if I don't care of my body enough now, I will lose it some day sooner or later. So, never leave yourself starved, nothing is more important than your health. After all, a good body is the foundation of everything. It's easy for you to do this, just get up 10 munites earlier every morning, then you will be always healthy and full of energy for you work.

Never starve yourself again! Health is the most important thing, to you, to every one. Don't regret when you lose it, but learn to cherish it when you still own it!

Well, of course I am not a kid any longer, after graduating from the university for nearly one year's time, but I still imagine to act just like a kid, a little boy. Maybe it's because I have no other choices but only act this way. Maybe the reason is that I am just such a person all the time, no matter whether I ever realized it or not. Maybe sometimes I would rather to be a kid, in this big world. Also I am trying to change myself, to make me act more maturelly, to be more like a real man. But, still, it didn't work well and I am still the one I used to be.

Why not try to accept it, just act as a kid, when you can.

As time flows, we are growing older and older, we have to face many things, we have to deal with lots of different troubles, we have to worry sometimes. So, frankly, it is not an easy thing to be able to act like a kid, without anything to worry about, without a gf to take care of, without a family to support, without a fame to sustain. Right? When I came back alone from my office, after staying up a little in the evening, I always weared my earphone, listening to the songs stored in my phone, thus, all the noise outside the earphone and all the people out of my ear were just isolated by music. In fact, i was also isolated~~~

But at that time, I could feel cool. Imagine that one perpon, walk in the dark street, wearing earphone in the ears, listening to the songs in the phone, with his hands in the trousers' pockets, without so much to worry about, without many things to care of. Because I am still young, just leaving the school life. But I know that I cann't be young all the time, and I have to grow up to arrange a family or something like this, I must establish my profession to support myself and a home. So many things to do for me in the future, so many~~~

Can I? Surely, but you need time~

Act as a kind, as long as you can. Know what, you cannot be a kid, all the time.

Yes, we should learn to live regularly! A regular life style is the foundation of our health. But in the past several weeks I didn't do this, I didn't regularly live my life. Although I wished to go to bed early every evening, I just couldn't leave my laptop there. The fact was that most of my spare time was just spent on this little laptop, surfing in the internet, watching movies or chatting with friends. Time always flew very fast while you sat down in front of your computer. One point is obvious that I haven't learned how to make good use of my computer, at least not well enough, as it leaded my uncontrol of my time.

Well, well, there always exist many different reasons for me not to be able to live my life regularly. But I obviously know that this is not a good habit, or say it is so bad a life habit. So, I am trying to master my free time and am doing my best to live a regular life. It will be fulfilled, depending on my own effort.

You have good friends, you have a warm family, you have a nice job, you have a cool laptop, and you also have a great mind of human beings, so, just do your best to enjoy your life in the way you like and do whatever you want, only if it should be done and it is benefitful to all. Remember that you are living not only for yourself, but also for so many kind people around you, helping you, loving you and caring about you.

Just do it, as planned!