Recently I think a lot about the predestination. If I am going to move to Canada, I have so to speak a second chance. I can start all over again. I can choose the profession of my dream. But there is a problem. I don’t know who I really am.

Now I work as accountant. I am good at it except it is boring to read changes in tax paying and other accounting news. Also it is well-paid job. But is it the predestination – to be an accountant?..

I’m interested in creative work. But there is one big BUT, I don’t have any education in this sphere. I don’t know if I am talented. I don’t know if I am able to create something worth of attention and, of course, of money.

One of my friend’s mom said, that it was ok to be lost know. It is ok in my age not to know why I am here, what my mission is. She found herself at the age of 40! (Good Lord, I have my time to think!!) But… I want to know it now. Not to waste my time in vain, but to work hard and to love my work.

What am I to do?... I looked through some art colleges in Toronto and found the profession of Independent Illustrator. I do have a dream to be a great artist. But my skills are not so bright. And I am lazy… I guess.  So should I try to be illustrator? Or it would be better for me to study accounting and earn money? How to decide what is better for you?.. 

Today is really special day.

My sweet kitty congratulated my husband by eating his breakfast :D  It is hilarious!!!

Then today is the first day of rain in Khabarovsk after long and cold winter. It is good news because rain will wash off all the dirt from the streets. It is a relief. Also rain smells great. Like wet asphalt :))

Due to the weather everybody is sleepy and lazy. By the way it is Friday, the last day to work before weekend. It is certainly wonderful day today.

I wish you all to have great weekends and a lot of jokes today :)

Be creative! Like my cat :D

I’ve change my job finally.

Yes, I had fascinating schedule. But when you don’t get your salary in time for several months you don’t give a shit about schedule. In fact you can do nothing but think about all the necessary payments you have to do. I want to have a life, to be able to afford going in different places – cinemas, cafes, to buy bicycle after all.

So, I’m an accountant again. I work with my friend. And I wait for my first salary ;) Also I want to sleep a lot. But it is normal for working people.