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maggie200888

China

November 8, 2008

   

It’s just another ordinary weekend begin , sitting in the front of the computer while having something to eat …….life.......

I really really got tired, frustrated and confused about life study feeling, about everything . sometimes I got lost myself . who can help me , give me courage . even I can’t find someone to talk sincerely . maybe there is someone . I am somewhat criticized by someone . maybe it should not be called like that. But in my mind it’s just like that . I am not used to be myself in that way . it’s time I should work hard and forget everything past . future is waiting for me . I have my dreams ,really . follow my heart . I should say that I am lucky to live on the earth , and I appreciate the thing and people around me . hope all people I love and the people who love me be happy forever.

Want to find a tranquil place alone and listen to the soft music separately .and I can get rid of the disorder life . what’s in my mind , what I am thinking about and what I want . I lost myself really . my friends . I just enjoy the feeling of speaking English and I’m fond of it very very much . though since college I nearly haven’t do something related with English .just chatting on the internet and send emails with other English lovers .besides , listening some English songs and watching foreign movies . and the chances of talking with foreigners face to face is really small and difficult .when meet them ,just say hello and some simple words . I think I am talented enough to grasp something new and the thing I like really .but just see the fact . maybe I’m too busy with other things which is no so important .but I think I am a good person who is willing to help the ones who need help and I will handle my work well .if I don’t , I will be guilty . yeah ,stupid .maybe no one can understand what I am talking about ,but even myself don’t know quite well . believe I am special and everyone is unique in this world . no one can change u and destroy your dream with putting some barrier .

Maybe I am used to write English on the internet , maybe I am too sensitive and moody . Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. It’s by Marie Curie. Things and people will change ,but the thing never fade is your heart .

I must be crazy . If u think so then it is so . maybe I think too much .stupid .I don’t know what I want to say and what I said .a totally mass .I don’t know why I write so many boring words . I am typing the words without stopping ………forgive me.........      
long time no come here miss all of u.....

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11:13 AM Nov 09 2008

sharp_muslim
Egypt

wow

good language !!! and great topic

 

 

05:36 AM Nov 08 2008

Nighty

Nighty
China

hi

 I think you see the world a little bit to grey. It happens to me sometimes too... You think that what you are doing is meaningsless, but it´s not.

I think you should do that what feels right for you. Don´t mind what other people say. find you own way and so you cann´t lost your self. 

 It´s amazing how *great* your english is. very impressive :D 

 

oh and thank you for adding!!

 

wish a nice day

Nighty