fighting

The winter holiday will be over ,nearly a month is over ,and i'll go to school on the valentine's day .time really flies! in the holiday,almost i was wasting time actually ,searching on the internet ,playing outside with friends ,having a lot of dinners ......i brought three books from school ,but actually i haven't looked them for a while . when come back to school ,i'll take an exam about accounting ,but i haven't prepared yet ,OMG,terrible.

sometimes i feel i'm so hypocritical ,is the whole world so?is everybody so?for sth one want,for one's vanity and sth else. i really dont know ,what's wrong with me ,and i could't understand my feeling about love .i wanna to say goodby to him on 14th,i'll tell all the thing.but i really dont want to hurt anybody ,dont want to hurt him deeply ,but if i dont ,i myself will get hurt, to feel wronged,yeah,so i dont want to lie to u and myself ,it's really painful.everything is so complicated ,isn't it ? i will look after myself well,and hope u will be happy really. now i think friends is the best ,they will listen to ur complains and sorrows ,then will confort u and give u some advice.yeah ,lucky ,i have many good and trusted friends who is by my side forever .i love them and will appreciate them .

anyway ,wish everybody around me live a happy life .i'll be ok,everything will be ok.for the next term ,there r many things waiting for me to do ,so dont be disappointed and lose hope ,gogo,fighting~~