garden of my soul

   it takes nearly 6month......i disappeared for so long as i am preparing for further education in abroad

   after long term discussion iam deciding to go to netherland for my master dgree......everything goes on very well!hope keep going so smoothly.............

wish myself good luck.......this would be the beginning of my dream.......

  wish everyone dod luck!!!

   i don`t know this is right or wrong..........

i began my new year life in this way.......i am not sure about what kind of feeling this is......is this love or just short time perioud crush......

anyway i know i don`t have fell guilty about this......i am happy ,and i made my life more perfect....this is it...........i am eager to get more but i still have to satisfy with life......

   he is the little kid who is just being around me and try to be good

it seems we love each other in the same standered .  so there is no such a thing called being cheated.....................

 what i have to do is make sure everything gonna be in a right way.........no huring and no being hurt!

i would like to have a beautiful memory in my last year in this  place.......amazing anough to memorize after 20,30years........

from another aspect ,i love myself only .....in this long life journy ,i really need a company......and from someaspects he is the perfect one.good looking, kind hearted,and think like a child sometimes ...very cute!so i don`t mind if i belong to him forever........but it seems it is impossible...i am leaving next year but he still have to stay here for at least 3years......both of us can`t garantee we r not going to cross the line

loneliness is a very hard thing to suffer.....so this is it.......i am very honest....am i?///

   i haven`t  log in for a while..........as i am busy with my ielts and other staffs......

  first of all,i hope all of you congrate me for get 7 in ielts....

i have already prepared other materials for application.....the last step is choose univercity...........

  my dear friends,i am confusing about this last decition.if anyone would like to give any precious advice,it would be wormly welcomed...............

  first:go to US for my further education.........get master dgree in business..........it`s a little expensive and i have got GMAT score bofore next july(this is ok as i have no problem with this exam). second option is: go to Swezerland and get marter dgree in management. i like europe----an attractive place with different kinds of culture, great atmosphere of art, friendly people and most beautiful,fabulous views and weather..............

  i found 98 percent people used to say if u really wanna learn something, just go to US or UK......so i am hesitated to give that good opportunity ,but it seems the voice from inside still try to convince me to come over this temptation..........

  any way,i think i am going to made my decition in this 2 weeks......

  i am really in a good mood recently,great weather in Beijing, happy go outing with my friends, my handsome darling always be with me when i need a shoulder .........;)...............hope this will continue forever.............

  wish everybody good luck................

  remember,don`t let the memories pull bank ur dreams.........

  enjoy ur life,and don`t forget to help others to enjoy thier life.

 give ur best to others,especially the important one in ur life,u never know when u gonna lose them or they gonna lose u..........

  call ur mum or dad ,tell them ur deep love and try to let them know u really care about them............we r the greatest gift of them from god----------even some small words can make them be the happiest one in the world..............