happiness with pain

no matter what you say i won't give up.  no matter how acerb words said from your mouth, i won't care.  i will feel hurt by your words but it doesn't matter at least i can feel pain which proves i am still alive.  you never know how important you are to me.  i got your cellphone number from our friend.  i think if you really don't want to be found by me you won't give your new phone number to the friends of us.  so i guess you do not really want to eliminate me from your life because if really do not want to see someone i will cut off all contact ways from outside and go to a place never found by you.  that's me. that's my style.  i won't give up unless i am dead.