tears in eyes, sorrowness in heart

these days, my eyes are always full of tears while i slept on my bed. i feel deep sorrow.

last night because i could not fall asleep so i watched a movie,named 'Gia', acted by Angelina Jolie. it's a real story about a famous model named Gia. angel face, demoniac body, she got famous quickly, then too young to avoid entice, drug and death came subsquently. death always breaths on your back when you get top too fast. tears in my eyes.

after i watched the movie, i felt deep sad to Gia and her short life. sleeping on my bed, not only tears in my eyes but also sorrowness in my heart. there is strong resonance between the movie and my inner world. confused, sad...then death... life is a really difficult thing, said by Gia's Mom in the movie.