My Feeling (1)

Today, I'm feeling upset! Actually, I think I feel depressed. I can't focus on my work, even I can't concentrate on my mind. My brain is empty just like to be dug out.

I don't want to eat, sleep, even I don't want to close my eyes because I would recall my memories about us.

I understand we has had a great time, fun and really enjoyed every minute we were together. However, I really understand the truth is "We are no future, we can't be in a stable relationship, we can only enjoy the fun during the possible time."

In fact, at the beginning, I avioded to think about that, only to enjoy and appreciate every time that we stayed together.

However, the time has gone by, I know I can't control myself to think about our relationship. I would know an answer because I really like him.

Therefore, I traced my all memories about us to find some clues that could imply he would like to develop a stable relationship or love me.