Disappointed!

I have come back for 6 days. I only have rec'd his one email that talked about he's crazy busy even he didn't sleep to complete his job. Therefore he had no choice, no time, no way to contact me........

However, I came back earlier a bit related wiht him because I'd want to celebrate his birthday. The day was past, I couldn't contact him. I tried to send email to him to ask which hotel he would stay but no replied, no replied, no replied........... I just wanted to say " happy birthday" to him, why he suddenly treated me like that.

Before today, I gave myself a thousand of excuses to explain why he 's cold. "He's busy, focus on working, a lot of friends he 'd to meet........" I still gave myself a hope. I really understand if someone cares about you, he must be able to spend a few mins to send you text, reply your email or call you. Otherwise, it means that he really doesn't care about me.

Today, I knew his job has been done already through his new posting. Unfortunately, the posting wasn't given to me. Until now, he still hasn't replied or sent me a email or call me.

I'm feeling so sad. When I saw his new posting, my heart was beating very fast and my tears was out of control dropping down from my eyes.

Until now, my heart is feeling hurt.

Why people 's mind can change so quickly? I really don't understand. One week ago, he treated me still very sweet, now............. Perhaps he met a girl who makes him crazy.

I hadn't been in love with men for many years because I's afraid of getting hurt until he appeared. I thought I could try once.

Finally, the result is the same!